Sometimes

Sometimes I forget
and I laugh
amd I chit chat with my friends

Sometimes I forget
and I wait for my dad to call
and see his face

Sometimes I forget
for minutes and minutes
and then I feel so bad

How can you just be?
I ask myself at times
How can you continue?
When you tend to be so blind

Sometimes I forget
and then I call my mom
Always when I hear her
I breakdown and cry

Sometimes I forget
But Most of the time I don't
Sometimes my mind just simply will not
let me take it all in and cope

Sometimes I wipe my tears and look at them...
so clear
so small
so don't belong to me at all

Sometimes I want to say Daddy once more
without it being part of a conversation I shouldn't have to endure
Sometimes I want to say Daddy once again
And you will answer and take this horrid pain away.